DAY TWO: SUCKS

Well, today totally didn't suck even though that is the title of this letter. We started the day out with yummy cinnamon rolls. Drake had two - I let him indulge...I had a bite and well, Dil kind of snoozed because he slept in - so he only got one. It was a busy day with me getting Cheri's baby shower together. It was a lot of fun, seeing as this was the first party I have ever truly hosted for someone. Mallory and I decorated the cupcakes yesterday and I seriously spent an hour tying the damn ribbon on all the water bottles. I guess I'm all about the details. Jason was sweet enough to watch the kids and take them swimming at his mom's house. When I came to pick them up, Drake was passed out with Jason on his bed. It was quite comical :) Then we headed over to Dave and Ang's and went swimming. The kids had a blast. I couldn't believe how crazy Drake was once I slipped on the arm floaties. The kid was jumping in the water and swimming around like he was training for the Olympics. He is definitely "your" child. I drank wine with the girlies and unfortunately, I'm pretty sure that is why my night officially sucks now. You are not here and wine brings out the best emotions in me; so I miss you immensely. It is a different "miss you" than if you were gone to Omaha for a few days. I know you won't be coming back next weekend. It just stinks, especially because it is Father's Day tomorrow too. I decided that I am going to take the kids to see "Toy Story 3" and maybe swing by the lake to hang out. Don't worry, there will be a little surprise for you tomorrow evening on here.

I miss you so much :) I love you much more :) And I cannot wait to see you again the most!

Goodnight my love.